and another thing... drugs suck. i know you all probably hear this all the time but i can't stress enough that they screw up people's lives. not just the lives of the people who take them, but the lives of the people around them too. just think of what his parents are going through right now! no parent should EVER have to go through what they are right now. nobody should have to go through this... i mean his friends, his family.... it's aweful. my brother was really close to him, and my dad is actually talking to him right now so... i don't know how he's taking it but.. yeah...
he was a freakishly amazing guitarest and just... a really nice person, but now that's probably all gone. even if he does pull through this, he'll probably never be the same. i hope to God that he will be and that he will pull through, but... i think realistically and i realize that it might not happen. i don't like it, but i accept it.
um.. for those of you who read all the way through this, thanks a lot. really. um... leave a comment on this if you want, ignore it, whatever. just pray for him please. his name is justin ((can't say his last name. sorry)) and every prayer helps <3
i love you all